so yesterday; what a day it was.
my husband and i decided it was high time to be completely open, honest, and forthcoming with our in-law's who have helped us beyond so much.
now that it's out in the open, it's a little tense, but a huge burden and fear have been lifted from us.
my father in law is in contact with our collections agencies, trying to negotiate down the costs.
i'm on the job hunt for the first time in over 2 years. quite scary; and sense i will be going into my clinicals in mid-august, i figure my best bet is going to be restaurants. so this woman here is going to spend her evening applying at these places:
i'm in shock and awe as his parents help us through, yet another, rough patch; i'm hoping this is the last of our rough patches and that the year starts to treat us a bit beter.
on top of this whole job hunt thing; my husband is seriously considering becoming a police officer- and now seriously considering being a police office in colorado springs. i can't imagine him being a police man, i mean- it'd be kind of hot to have him come home in a uniform most days ;) but nevertheless; the fear of what if's and the things that could happen to him worry me so.
i can't imagine moving that far away and starting over, although, a part of me thinks it would be great!! just my fear, what would we do if we were that far away and needed the kind of help we seem to be needing now, i don't think it could be that bad considering starting pay is still almost triple what we make right now with his one income.
oh man, the whole thing makes me feel better that it's open and out there, but the other part of me is having stomach issues today while it turns and jumps and squirms as we venture this new path.
keep us in your prayers.
happy wednesday friends.
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